Yet [*/+/^] : 27.225 MHz, Some Final Measures; *I Shall See Him . . . I Shall Behold Him*

Some thought my stepfather was a cheap taker  

of what did not, nor should, belong to him:   

a cheater, army-smasher, and oath breaker.    

I thought he was one of the finest givers.    

His many acts of generosity                   

disproved the foul libel of perfidy.          

The largesse that his kindness showed to me   

was far greater than it needed to be.         

And when, at the right time, my adolescence   

bloomed suddenly into new efflorescence---    

that is, when I began to love a boy:          

he did not give in to prejudiced whim,        

nor by harsh word or vulgar gesture put       

us down, but, rather, welcomed the joy        

love offered me.  My stepfather knew          

how much I loved to read Greek Poetry         

and wanted to study Astronomy;                

and loved to walk on gardened paths barefoot. 

And when Octavian's vaunted ambition          

sought to topple Egypt into submission       

(because he feared the storm of insurrection) 

my stepfather entrusted my protection         

to those he called Inimitable Livers,         

with a single responsibility                  

to carry out (as they have, and still do):    

who still guard me and certain friends of mine.   

Though Rome's conniptions cannot be too far    

away, I do not think I have been one           

to wring my hands in craven, abject terror;   

that just wastes time---which is the greater error.  

So, let us now direct our concentration         

eastward, as this day's dawn begins to glow,    

just look toward where I have pointed, that line

of sight---yes, right there . . . a new star    

that rises, in grandeur, before the sun.         

We shall record this morning's observation,      

attending to detail in full precision.           

The new star radiates significance,              

fulfilling a most ancient prophecy,              

made by certain Balaam, Moabite,                 

whose calling was no mere coincidence.           

How much he understood, we cannot know.          

Yet God gave him a glimpse of messaged light. 


J-Called

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

The title is derived from Numbers 24:17.

 

I leave it to the reader to puzzle out the identity of the speaker, and the identity of his stepfather.

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patriciajj's picture

I'm embarrassed to say that I

I'm embarrassed to say that I wasn't able to solve the puzzle, not being a Bible scholar and not having your vast knowledge of history, although it seems that the speaker is witnessing the awe-inspirng event of the star of Bethlehem rising. So perhaps one of the Magi? 

 

But the real reason I'm commenting is because I was stricken by the pristine beauty, the feeling of ascension and wonder, the infusion of moving drama . . . the sheer magnificence of this triumph. Even though I can't identify the speaker for certain, there's so many glorious moving parts here and each one deserves high praise. 

 

Applause! 

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Thank you for that comment,

Thank you for that comment, and you should not be embarrassed at all, as you did mention the two most important aspects of the poem---the Star of Bethlehem, and the Magi.


I really appreciate your validation of this particular poem, and the second paragraph of your comment is particularly encouraging for me to continue with more.  I am so grateful for all of yours words---Poems and comments---and how much you help this site to thrive.


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patriciajj's picture

I'm deeply moved by your

I'm deeply moved by your gracious and appreciative words. You've done much to keep this site alive. Keep shining, gifted Poet.