I wasn't difficult.
I was exhausted.
There is a difference.
You kept touching the same wound and
called my pain an overreaction.
You kept lighting fires then pointed
at the smoke as if I was the problem.
For years, I blamed myself
for finally breaking
Then I realized-healthy people
don't spend their days
trying to provoke hurt out of others.
So no, I am not ashamed
of the moment I reacted.
I am amazed by how long
I stayed gentle before I did.
You remember the one time I snapped.
I remember the hundred times
I stayed silent.
And that is why our stories
sound so different.