My Past. My Battle.

It comes and goes, can it really be

Like the devil himself taking over me

Mixed emotions, it burns inside

To rid this feeling daily I've tried

Constantly battling all these fears

Placed upon me over many painful years

Your thoughts and words always in question

My mind set off, by another’s suggestion

That you of all could be like the rest

Putting me through a heart wrenching test

The past is the past left alone that way,

Jealous is my heart set off at mind play

To think that you could be like them

My relationship I will surely condemn

If I don’t stop this questioning it will be

The end of you and I caused only by me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sometimes the things people say to you can set questions off in your mind.. words better cast away then even given a second thought. My past is my battle. I'm trying so hard but there is always a small percent of doubt, of question, that runs in my mind.

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