Can't Hate You

I can't help but remember

How am I suppose to forget?

Just erase it from my mind?

I really wish it were that easy

But it's not.

I can't forget you that easy

I can't forget how I felt love

You made me feel something strong

I had never felt it like this

But now.. It’s gone.

Leaving me feeling empty inside

It has been such a long time

Seems foolish to hold this pain

You'll never know how things were

The hold you had on me completely

The pain I sustained for you

Time and time again, I was foolish

Crazy about the boy who loved me

Or as the case maybe.. Didn’t.

How could I love you after all that?

Why was I so hung up on you?

You hurt me so bad, I kept coming back

Had me wrapped around your finger.

Sad but so very, very true.

I just don’t understand what I did

Did I say something hurtful to you?

Something that made you push me away?

Make you break my heart eternally?

Can you believe I still think of you?

Funny after how you hurt me

I just can't get over one thing

I loved you, I loved you so damn much

Getting nothing in return but heartache

Yet it still was so strong..

How is it that I cried over you?

Over someone who never appreciated me

Treated me like some disposable object

Funny how I just sat and took it

It's just so damn funny

I can't escape this anger choking me

I just can't bring myself to it and I hate it

And I hate everything I feel for you

Most of all, I hate the way I can't hate you.








Author's Notes/Comments: 

Ranting over the past.

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