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Bullshit
Another day and another pissed off letter
Just to let you know I’m still alive
Just thought I’d tell you I’m doing better
Another hour but no more angry tears
Wet this page is not from the tear drops
Deep breaths and my head clears
Pushing so hard, the pencil to the pad
Blood rushes out from my finger tips
I grit my teeth, thinking of what I never had
Clenching my hand closed, fisted tight
An image forms in my mind of the past
Squeeze my eyes shut push it all from sight
I brief remembrance, which I’d rather forget
When I first seen you, just over there
Wishing I could forget the day that we met
Like yesterday, I can remember all of it
Laughing, I realize it was a bunch of bullshit
Lies, flowed one right after the other
Shaking my head and thinking back
I should have listened to my brother
When he said it was a waste of my time
That you were just going to hurt me
With his words all was there with this stime
But I chose to keep it going, to keep at it
Even though I knew what was to come
Just another lie, because it was all bullshit
So here is another letter that I won’t send
Keep it with all the others in a messy pile
I’m living in reality, you continue to pretend
That what we had was special, wasn’t it?
But you messed it all up, cruel you were to me
Seeing in my mind as nothing but bullshit.
