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mess and confusion lies all around me

theres no way out of this

happiness for me is the same as destruction for you.

I cant hold it all together

I cant make it right

Im tearing myself into thin strips at night

Im fighting the days

working through this pile of crap ive lost my sights.

they win. they always do.

fucked things up for me and you.

Im so blind I cant see straight

maybe its lost and I'm too late?

the ones I hate make you insane

the ones you love bring me pain

I loose if I win

I win when you loose.

I cant keep it all straight

I cant see past the hate

Im lost.

im fucked!

and you ask what the fuck Im stressed about?

I want to run but have to stick it out

I am unwell but still strong

a recipe for crazy that might go wrong

Im done with it all but youre not

I shut the door but you broke the lock

You send me out to a battle without a gun

now that I forsake it and beg you to run

you want me to smile and play nice

but in my heart I have nothing but ice

the mess is everywhere

I cant see the end of it all

I clear it away but you always bring more.

I cant find myself with you

i cant loose myself with out you

beyond all hope and beyond mere pain

and none of it my fault and nothing to gain

they werent there like I was for you

and yes I kept score.

I gave everything to you and you still want more?

wake up you selfish damn fuck!

did you think we got this far on luck?

theres only three strings holding me here and you know it damn well

because I am so damn ready to bolt i know you can tell

so do something you arrogant fuck

look at the fucking cost;

cant you see now?

Its all gone,

its all fucken lost!