trying not to vent

Trying to stay strong

But i feel so damn alone

The only way out of this steaming pond is

to drain the sucker DRy

 

 

Tired of swinming in my own sweat and tears

 

 

 

 

Delivering on other peoples promises

 

 

 

 

that never took into account my quality

 o

r my generosity,

 

 

only thier comfort in my selflessness.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I am a being like not too many others

 

whos goodness and light has slowly been leached from my bones

 

 

 

 

with no sustinance i have reached the form of a blackened stone

 

 

 

Heavy and compact repelling all light to the centre.

 

 

 

 

This is the state of being used one phase before ashes.

 

 

 

 

Self preservation embarks on negative pressures

 

 

 

 

better watch the fuck out when this diamond comes

 

the clarity will be blinding

 

 

 

and the cut so clean,

 

 

youll barely notice

 

 

till even as a paper weight

 

you wont find me

 

 

 

ill be sparkling precious

 

in anothers eyes

 

 

whos smile enhances mine.

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