This little big prayer

Anxious vomit threatens

my table is full.

 

the outcome is unknowable 

the time is short 

the pressure is high 

the steaks higher 

 

can I really do this?

will it really get done? 

I need some bigger help.

 

God,  I know this is selfish,

but I know you can see 

what it means to everybody.

Please help me do this

for all the right reasons 

help me be a lion,

in your lambhood.

 

I know I cant do this alone 

and I've taken from you so much

but please dear Lord, 

Help me accept your will as it is done.

 

I have always said

it will happen as you want it to happen,

But Lord,

I'm not liking the lessons in store,

give me your grace and help me 

learn to love the fall.

 

Amen. 

 

 

 

 

 

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Beavis's picture

Amen!

Sometimes, you can't find up until you find the ground ;-) not fun, but if you read all the fine print(pick your source), there's really no mention of fun on the journey; just an occasional byproduct of taking the correct paths ;-) Supermassive HUGSS!!!

Poetic_Eyes's picture

amen

amen. god bless you ssmoothie...through the good times, the bad, and everything in between.

SSmoothie's picture

Thanks sweet, praying for you

Thanks sweet, praying for you too through this sad time. tight hugss much love SS 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Morningglory's picture

Just remember to breathe...

Just remember to breathe... Helps keep the anxiety down. Hugs!


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SSmoothie's picture

Thanks hun, I will :) just a

Thanks hun, I will :) just a matter of time them we will find out what happens! :| 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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i am barack obama and i

i am barack obama and i approve this message.

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Thanks, but I already have

Thanks, but I already have higher approval! ;) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."