fait accompli a thousand times

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I complete you;
You destroy me.
You lust for;
I love thee.
spatters of
matters
unchanged;
unhinged.
Your cocked
and ready
to demise,
gentle words
never suffice.
your the luckiest
faces of the dice;
I am the wrong bet.
you have so much
and want much more;
when do you stop
keeping score?
Rubbing in failures,
kicks when Im
down, how long
do you think
I will stay around?
this is not a contest!
this is a union,
the snake of
unhappiness
crawling between them.
You dont see,
you dont hear,
you dont change.
You will keep
killing me here
untill I am gone;
and she
'the one'
will appear.
She is dead.
leave her ghost
at peace;
you killed
her ages ago,
like your killing me!
the truth is
you lost her
more than once
already,
and this world
will end
for you
without any
version of me
in it.
So stop it.
kill me slowly,
I cant keep dying a thousand
deaths a day.

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