Feeling

I can feel it begining,

thinking no not here, not now.

So I get up and leave, all the while

You keep talking, I ask you to stop

Not now, I say it's not the time

You continue.....

I hang up



I go back, you call again...

Instantly they come...

This is not fair I say

I don't want to feel this way

Then you say it doesn't matter

it is what it is, embrace it

Lets try again.



I say not now, it's not the time.

Then you say I can't live without you.

They come again,I continue with this is not fair

You can't put this on me now. It's not the time.

I am not ready for that decision and if you

make me choose now you will not like the answer



How hard is it you say, think of the connection.

I respond with think of what you said to me.

I don't know why it is we hurt each other so.

It's not like the love isn't there.

Why we feel the need to cause so much pain however.

I'll never know.

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Afzal Shauq's picture

sweet very sweet and ich poem..