Stronger than you know.

Today I opened my eyes, I began to realize

That every moment was a gift

There was a lot of pain, and shame

Was hard to see something to be gained

The fear of a touch, the fear of look

It was all there and for so long ruled my life

Now I understand, it happened

It is what it is, but it’s been a gift

I know I have the power to forgive

I have the power to learn

I have the power to trust

It was not my fault

I didn’t know better

I should have been taught

I should have been told

It was alright to say no

I did not have the strength then

But now I’ve come to realize

I have more strength than I knew

I somehow always made it through

There were days I felt no hope

Wishing it would all end

And then someone would make me smile

And I’d be grateful for the life I’ve had

To laugh with such vigor

That your cheeks hurt and tears fill your eyes

Is one of the biggest gifts and a contrast to what was

In the end it’s all for a reason

There are forever seasons

The wind will always change

The tide will always shift

The sun will always set

There will be hard times

The trick is to not let them overshadow

The moments of pure joy

The first time you hear a baby laugh

Or a new kitten mew

When the dog discovers their bark

The joy on somebody’s face

When they are truly happy to see you

The strength in an embrace

That makes you feel nothing but safe

There is nothing that can’t be overcome

And in the end that’s all there will be

The sense of peace from an accomplished life.

I will not sit idly by and let you continue

To rule my life from your grave

You have hurt me yes

But I’ve passed the test

And I’m stronger than you’ll ever Know.






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