Once

Once all I felt was love, then despair

Than there was joy imagine such a happy thing out of nowhere

Than it was torn away, we've survived it once you said.

We can survive it once again,

But no the hurt was too much the blame to deep,

Then I found the courage, picked up the phone for once you needed me

It wasn't easy but well it was worth a shot, after all there once was nothing but happiness

Once again we tried, to merge two lives into one trying to forget the pain but pain runs deep the blame was not forgotten, once I gave you my heart, once I found joy in you, once I learned to trust it would all be well, so we tried I gave a little at a time its all I could, I began to trust, I began to love, the world seemed all right, maybe I'd found my place, all it took was that one phone call, the one reminder of that night, the thought of how did I let myself believe you'd never hurt me like that again, once you'd taken everything away there was nothing left. I moved on found acceptance, found peace, found happiness but now once again you find a way to make me feel that way again, so torn up inside, wanting nothing more than to run away, but then once again the phone rings all I hear is your tears.... For once I've found the strength, to let you know this can't go on, we tried once... But there is nothing more... Once upon a time does not always end with happily ever after. Its time you moved on. For ONCE I'm standing on my own... The pain will pass I will survive and once again it will happen.

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