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memory
i'm done now that all i can find the words for and anything else must be just a memory...
what happened to us?
were did you go?
i still ask myself how i fucked it up but can't find an answer
and i try not to bring you up in thoughts but it's almost impossible not to think about you
the water runs down my chest as i cry
it hides all the pain from the world
cascading through my fear
which reaches a fevered peak when your around
and it hurts.
i see now that i hurt you
but that's no reason not to grant me audience
you are so close sometimes it hurts me
i physically shudder but inside i'm happy to have you near once again.
tell me now that you loved me
that's all i need to hear
please just let me know that you loved me
and then i'll be better.
where were you when i was all alone?
where were you when i cried a thousand tears?
where were you when it hurt so much i stumbled?
where were you then?
and where are you now?
i'm still alone
so why are you still toying with me?
i felt for you more than anything else in my world
and you said goodbye.
but i'm not ready to let go yet
i feel like there is something still unsaid
useless attemps at redemption
are racked up on the walls of time
with nothing left to do i sit here and write about you
it's eating me up inside
but one day i'll be better
or so they say
when i cry all my tears away
i'll see you in my mind no more
but why is it that we always seem to want what we can't have?
someone tell me why?
i can't ask for anything more
the only thing in this world i want
is more opposed to me than anything else left to her
when will it all be over?
when will i be free of you?
where will this all end?
when are you going to give in?
when will it all be better?
and again i say no...
why must you go
why am i left all alone?
