The FriendZone

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JUST IN MY HEAD

I wanna be inside your heart
I wanna be hooked on you
and be the only one.
I can not imagine a day without you
your sweet eyes, your tender touch
It's a miricle to have you in my reach..

I wanna tell you every day I love you
I wanna know how your day went
and be you clown to make you smile.
I can not imagine a heart beat without you
a cloudy day melts away when your near
and I beging to breath again...

Yet
I rather live a day without you
to hate all that is you
to forget you ever kissed me
I rather have you as a memory
a dream in my head I can not recall..
Make me your enemy, the worse you've ever had

For being just your friend
is slowly killing me
to see you with another
imagining you give your heart away,
kills me deep inside.
To be just your friend is my devils end.

Save me from the pain of not having you,
of pretending to be just your friend
to have coldness upon my heart when I hear your voice.
fourty years pass me by, yet its been 5...no 10... no a week.
Take me back to when I met you
take me back to before we said hellos.
to where I shouldn't have kissed you
to where I shouldn't have loved you.

this friend zone is tearing me apart.
memories consume me.
enternity come find me
and save me from this hell I'm going through.
Just save me from this Friend Zone.

Don't wanna love you.
Don't wanna breath for you.
don't wanna see you,
melt for for you,
don't wanna live seeing you and her..
Just let me fall six feet under,
take my heart away
and save me from this Devils Playground
Save me from the Friend Zone.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

eh. doesn't quite make sence but after a day of thinking and rethinking, this is what popped in my head.

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