tormented And Hurt

tormented and hurt

i can feel it coming on
like the calm before the storm
like a flower without sunlight
is my body badly torn
i took it for granted the days i could go
now i sit here, all alone
day by day it doesnt change
just a hard uphill battle every fucking day
tomorrow will be bad
probably worse than today
as i walk to the front door
and smell the air
my breathing gets heavy
hands start to shake
can feel like my knees , are starting to break
i can see the sunlight
just out of my reach
as i drop to the floor, feet from the door
its already to late
it broke my legs
and cut my throut
with its long rusty jaged hooks
into my back
it halls me back to hell ,
It has won
anxiety and depression
will not be overcome ...
even tho ill wait my chance
day by day
I'll once again to break free someday ...

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And you will break free that

And you will break free that day will come as mine did I told mine to Fuck off and it did I refuse to acknowledge it since even when it comes whimpering at my door, I lock it shut that fucker wants me dead, and I've discovered life! Cheesy grin ,;D


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

Snow's picture

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Ahaha Nice Smooth :D


“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”

SSmoothie's picture

;)

yeah, and you're COOL!


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

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I know this can feel really

I know this can feel really bad and for someone who can't understand the control anxiety and depression have they have no ideas until they have felt it! I hope you feel better soon! ")


Dont look for me, I'll find you ~Moonshadow

Snow's picture

Thanks

Thank ya Moon !!


“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”