Hell Or Home ?

Home or hell ?

I sit on the porch and thinking
has the old house were I grew up hell ?
looking around. at the old memories I had
the good but mostly the bad
Were my dad come home drunk
Were he stood over me with them hazy
drunk clouded defeated eyes ..

Hell or Home ?
when I come to see my new for wheeler
Yet them are good memories but no the best
When I come home to see my father wating with
a tired ashamed look upon his face
After a hard two week drinking binge
And gave me a empty hug
The long hours spent with me and my father
building my fort when I was only ten
Those are the memories I loved
The long night spent up laughing and spending time
With my family
So ask me .. Hell or Home ??
Couldn't tell you I push the bad memories away
and force the good ones in just to get
A few more good laughs
With my father

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SSmoothie's picture

Profound! awe. its good! damn

Profound!
awe.
its good!
damn good!


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

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Snow's picture

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Thank you smoothie !!


“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”

Moonshadow's picture

This is really good Snow!

I agree it is very good!
That last line you have there is a real killer! ")


Dont look for me, I'll find you ~Moonshadow

Snow's picture

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thank you !!


“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”