Stripped of innocence

She was a pretty young girl with a whole in her heart,
She hadnt seen her daddy he was too busy shootin up.
Her mum was always angry couldnt put down the pipe.
But the girl wasnt going down with them,
Not without a fight.
But when she got her first job,
She was still so young.
She thought his flirty comments,
Were just abit of fun.
He started to really take an interest
He slowly became her friend,
Made her feel special,
Her heart had started to mend.
He said he wanted to help her,
At first she didnt think this was true,
But after some reasurance,
He was the one she began to run to,
She knew there was darkness,
Yet she wanted more,
Although he was much wiser
She never found him a bore
He nurtured her as a young,
But only for a while,
Then he treated her as a proper woman,
An expected more then just a smile
He knew how to make her happy,
He knew how to make her sad,
He knew that all she ever wanted,
Was a fucking dad.
She wanted to be his daughter,
He pretended he wanted that too,
Then he started to feed her wine,
And tell her what to do.
She didnt want to be touched by him,
She didnt want to be kissed,
But she didnt want to dissapoint him,
So she gave him what he wished.
It broke her little heart,
That her mother couldnt see,
Her little girl was locked in lie,
And just wanted to be set free.
Two years later she was living with her sister,
Hoping her mums missing her,
He took advantage of this with open arms,
He pulled all of his moves and worked all his charms.
She was craving love and attention,
So she played the part and gave him her affection,
He made her feel wanted,
Like he needed her around,
She finally felt happy,
Like her place in this world was finally found.
It took him four whole years,
Now he had her under his spell,
But he was her 50 year old boss
With a wife an kids as well.
She lost all her morals,
He stripped her of self respect,
This twisted little game of his,
Was starting to take effect.
He bought her expensive things,
So she would continue to smile,
But the kisses weren't enough no more,
He wanted something more worth while.
But she couldnt give him more,
He had taken far too much.
So he started looking elsewhere,
Only thinking of his croutch.
She slowly started to lose his interest,
He acted like he didnt care,
So she dressed up nice an sexy,
And said touch me anywhere.
But then it all got too heavy,
She didnt want to live a lie,
She was so scared no one would believe her,
But she was still willing to try.
He cant come near her anymore,
Just like she wanted,
But now she really misses him,
An her dreams are always haunted.
She cant face her friends,
Shes empty inside.
Always second guessing herself,
An still doesn't believe he lied.
They told her he was grooming her,
They told her his love was un true,
But she will never belive it,
Until she hears it from you.

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PeterChristopherRaymond's picture

I already thought it was

I already thought it was brilliant upon my intial reading. Now that I know it's autobiographical it breaks my heart. I hope things are much better for you now. You're a brillaint writer.

RockofShades's picture

I love tihs and how it is

I love tihs and how it is written. Great read!