Come Back to Me, Slum District

I am figures of redundancy

Transparency in layers

I am the nothing we aspire to

The potential that rots below us

We were lauded at finer points

When we considered ourselves young

And yet we are still young,

And we continue talking

I tire of our dreaming cycles

I grow bored of empty days

But it's a flip of a coin,

The result of a change

The fact that I am bored with everything

I gnaw at my insides

I chew on my tongue

I swallow my tonsils and cough up my heart

Looking for some substance

Wallowing on repeat,

Shallow in my regard

My ambition's gone, but I'm still here

And I'm so lonely

I gather my worth just to mock it all down

And beg another for reinforcement

I cannot bear to stand and work

For I work to live one more sad day

So I sit, and day dream

In haze, in the smoke

In the backseat of the car

And I pretend that I'm still a child

That has some promise, some purpose ahead

But alas, I awaken to find

The same house, the same cat, still mewing

And the same lack of everything that kills me here,

Little by little.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wonder if we'll ever play it again.

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