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Emy
A year or so, it's been some time
And still I write with your name in mind
I can't conceive our precious sighs
But here I try to leave you for good
I miss you still, your every bit
But I can see the good of it
Accepting hurt and knowing old
The memories that remind me of you
You let me know that I matter some
That I had a point to make
But you took it all when you called me up
And told me your half-hearted logic
I don't know you, or what I need
I wonder if you'd think of me
With some teary eyes in a mindless sea
While you occupy his time with yours
You did what you must
For a solid peace of mind
And it stung, but I understand
I hope you're safe these days
I dream of you from time to time
Pleasant things, an older phase
When we used to be some sort of clue
To each others endless riddle
I try not to dwell
But it's really all I have
And if I wish to remain
I need to learn what created me
When I begin to forget
I remember again
And despite the aches
It helps to keep me grounded
Love was boundless
It drained me dry
It was my purpose
It decimated me
And now I'm tattered
With armor on the outs
I'm stronger than before
But with nothing at the core
Your touch could free me
Or frustrate me at length
But it was you who made me then
And I've yet to find a new architect.
