Butterfly Static

It's all to her,

The she of all centuries

That keeps such a stupid hold on me

She doesn't try,

I can't imagine she even knows

That she even suspects more than the usual

But I feel the twisting

Nothing but tension

And it's killing me for whatever reason

What of love

What does it bring

Is that even the word to use at all?

The sensations caused is so like pain

I regret it, it revolts me, I need it to live

It doesn't make any sense to me

She's just my kind, like she's been

And the pink refuses to be stifled

It's tearing me down, breaking me vital

I have yet to understand my loss

It's all so tragic

The Butterfly Static

And after years of solid rock

I feel like a stupid boy once more

Perhaps the time is playing on my weakness

It's all so right that it's doing such wrong

I see her now like I saw her then

The difference is that I can't ignore it.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am so lost, you have no idea.

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