Farewell

Today I'll bid you fond wishes

My blessing in a mortar shell

It pleases me, to bite my tongue

To wish you and your escort well

I'll writhe a bit in neutral space

And work away my mental dues

It hurts me so, I will admit

To feel the hiss that flows from you

As of now, as always 'til

I'll write of you for ten long years

My words not bitter, not by me

But justified by scolds and jeers

I am so small, so sad and still

I breathe in light to breath out flame

Poison sighs, the past denies

The memories will keep me up all night

I meant no harm, I promised then

My promises will never end

But I will crumble, it all depends

On just how far my will extends

Ode to thee, my reason past

You kept me moving when I had none left

And with your leave, I can't recall

The meaning behind our love at all

But you feel right, where you've strayed

You've picked up something more than I

I'll bleed to death a thousand ways

But at least I know you're fine

And in the deep I will tend my wounds

As I have for all my days

And I'll piece together something sound

To convince me that I'm still okay

The innocence that steadies me

Will slowly drift aside

And I'll be left with no one new

To tell me I'm all right.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Love.

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