Homecoming

You sure are a mystery to me

In all your rapture, there's some downside

It's a matter of bringing it to light

I am determined, and I'll ruin this

In a fit, I'll bring an end to it

The we that should have been, rhetorical

I'll wield my contempt and shatter it to bits

So sweet you can be, your sweetness to me

I wouldn't really know if I deserve it

Corrupted I am, a balancing act

But you've found me out.

Speak to me

Please speak to my nature

Be lovely, be a thing I hold up high

Intimidate me every single day

In your shade, I can stretch out fine

You'll cause me worry

You'll share my dread

We'll shiver together

Just to scoot a little closer

And be a part of something wise

The off days will happen

So much shouting, silences for hours

I'll worry myself about you

You'll be frightened here for me

We'll break down and separate

Just so that we can gather again.

Please be for me

Come to me so soon

You're my dire need

The you that you know, the you that I want

Please feel a bit for me

I pray that you're free

I'd be fine to fight for you

The worth is easy, the fight would be nothing

Come closer, complete me

Be simple and happy, just to come by

Include yourself every single day

Think nothing of it all.

You're somewhere

And I know it

Some other time, you'll be so obvious

Chances are I'll miss it all

As it may, I may be so sorry

But I'll be at my best

Preparations now, for a meeting down the way

Later days, I'll be a better me

I'm trying hard, it hurts to breathe

But my breath is steady for you

I'll be controlled, solid and defined

Ready to make some impression

I don't know what it will take, more than I may have

But everything in me,

Everything that I have harvested forth,

Will be laid down at your feet,

And I'll trust you with it all.



Please... Handle me with care.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I can't wait to meet you; though I admit, I'm a little bit afraid.

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