Weaponry Within Me

V1: Bleeding from my own trauma

Depression seeps deep into my skin

Black heartedness controls

I feel a shattering occur within



A chemical ignition

Hijacks my reflection

I am no longer whole

With these ill intentions



Laughter is like saw blades

Tearing through my limbs

Hope is just illusion

Staring, waiting for me to give



A question without importance

Remains unanswered as of late

For it has no real need

Just another pleasure turned to hate.



Cx2: My tears burn of acid

My breath unleashes the flame

My finger tips pierce like needles

My thoughts inflict artificial blame



My sorrows drown your homes

My anger crushes your sanity

My bones extend like lances

My words demolish your dignity.



V2: I've cried just trying

To forget every ounce of pain

For pain is a liquid

Like the oil of disdain



I'm so worthless it's pathetic

So much hate scorches my nerves

From all these short comings I face

I always refuse to learn



All of lifes beauty

I began to ignore

But once my world was open

My hopes again soared



But now that the clouds have returned

And the gates have closed to my paradise

I am left silenced once more

Always and ever forgetful to think twice



My arms take on physical shapes

Of the hate and anguish that I feel

I grow afraid of my own intentions

For my heart and mind may never heal



So my weapons remain dorment

Until the reasons become too strong

For when that day arrives

My self control and sympathy shall be gone...



CxR.



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Author's Notes/Comments: 

yeah.

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