What was I Thinking?


Numb and incoherent

I see glowing and feel it in my elbows

The wrists are pulsing

They crawl downward

Teeth are groaning

The multitude of envy

In my stomach

I hear someone walking

One floor below

When you know something’s wrong

But you keep trying it all the time

The ink has touched my hand

I must stop this!

What has happened this time?

I’m losing the thoughts that I need

To be accompanied by ideas

I don’t even know what’s going on

I can’t comprehend the tingle

At the corner of my tongue

I need to eat something

My “n”s look wrong

My head is heavy on the spine

Sleep and eat

I must stop this!

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