Ugly Inside

What is it about her that changes winter to spring?

Why does just her smile make the dark nights seem like day?

Just what is it about her that makes people love her?

How can anyone love a girl with a lying cheating heart?

Why is it that a girl who is given so much love can feel so alone?

Why can't anyone see the evil that permeates her soul?

The corruption, the death, that her smile does cause?

Why can't she feel love for those who surround her?

Why must her heart be so cold?

How can anyone love a cold-hearted girl?

Why can't they see the true her?

How can they not feel the evil that pours from her?

Why is it that no one can see behind her deceitful facade?

She is nothing.

No one.

Her heart is cold and empty.

Her soul is the very picture of evil.

Through the innocence of her beauty she crushes loving hearts within her delicate hands.

Yet no one can see her deceptions through the innocence of her features.

She preys on others emotions, hurting others to feel better about herself.

The beauty of her face, the delicate grace of her movements, are a mask that hides the true corruption of her soul.

And the irony of it all is she knows the evil dwelling deep inside.

She knows it and loathes it.

Wishing she could die so as not to hurt others.

She calls herself ugly.

Not because she's ugly outside,

but because she's ugly deep inside.

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Kyle Conboy's picture

You really do hate yourself don't you, thats a real shame. No-one decides your self worth but yourself. We are who we choose to be. You will feel this way only as long as you let yourself. No matter what wrongs you may have done know this: there is good in you.