One Smile I Miss

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July 2012

I apologize for allowing you to see the demon i can be,
for not ever once offering you a plan B,
for not even thinking past A, no chances,
unless you numerous times hold me, slow dances,

if you smile enhances my mood and makes it better,
i'll move on from any girl through heartfelt letters,
not a trend setter or else i'd simply produce more pain,
more "assholes" who rarely care what they gain,

i'll say it again, i rarely care what i gain,
i feel acting jealous and protective is surely insane,
must be those folk have a loose screw in their brains,
funny that they're the same ones who cause me pain,

if it's for once not the same as every past emotion,
i'd strip to my boxers and swim any ocean,
don't care for promotion, only for one smile,
from the one girl i haven't seen in quite a while.

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