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my pain
My heart pumped strong, full of love and life
Then I had my babies cut away with a dull knife
I need to know that you’re here
Stroking my head and kissing me dear
Stay by me til I can think and function
Stay by me til I have a song to sing
I am still as a deer caught in the headlights
Frozen to the world hoping the danger
Which has passed was all a bad dream
Wake me up, PLEASE, wake me up
Show me it isn’t as bad as it seems
Let me fly with you to new heights
Teach Mommy to sculpt her cries
I can never really say what I feel
The words don’t flow out right
As much as I try it comes out scrambled
But the tears are rolling on
I cry silently inside every second of the day
Wishing I’d left and you’d stayed
But here I am, stepping slowly
And you’ve stopped growing
Mommies go first I always said
But GOD took you instead
I understand is what they say
Like it could console me
When you’ve gone away
It may be hard for you to believe as I am only 14, but I DO know how you feel. My first girlfriend commited suicide before I could break the door.
If you want to know more, come to my corner and read my poem named "Her". Not many know what it feels like to have the only thing that can keep you alive taken from your arms.