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I feel so petty

lost and struggling on the surface of my thoughts

Unable to face my anger beneath

Unable to face the bloody tears which roll down my sooty face

Heart blood spilled through my eyes

Boiling it comes

to the surface

Making my hideous truths obvious

When i try to sink beneath my ugly pride

Even farther I look

All I find is listless cries

And wrenching sobs

When I am dragged beneath all this

I discover peace

and am let forget my hell above

Remember me 

When you find

That your mind is no longer your favourite escape

When you can't breath beneath the pressure of your conscious

Remember me when you feel soiled

And rotten to the core

I've ignored my mind for so long

That it's become an asylum

I truly can no longer tell you what lurks behind these walls

How can I demolish the building

Without destroying everything within?

Somewhere I'm in here locked up

I just have to find me

Yet something tells me ill only find myself in the darkest corners

Where my monsters lurk

Forcing me to be someone different.

 

 

 

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Lovetotalkart03's picture

Beautifully said. I could

Beautifully said. I could feel the raw emotions in your words.