in between

i'm stuck in between...

i want to die today

but i never thought

it'd be so complicated

i thought it was about

letting go

but i have so much

to do, to say

to write about

to take care of

but i don't want to be

here

i'm stuck in between

an awful place to be

where there is no

happiness, love

i want to break free

but there's two ways to go

i could end it

right here, right now

or i can get myself

the hell outta here

to a happy place

sunny, warm, lovely

and leave the rain clouds

so far behind me

i bite my lip till it bleeds

decisions, decisions

(i'm stuck in between)


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Elizabeth Blanco's picture

I've been there. The grass will always be greener on the other side. Work with what you have, my friend. Tomorrow seems like its far away, but its only hours away.