I am Strong

I am strong not because i want to be

You see this nigga have done me so much wrong

I was determine to let it not get to me

Every night i cry myself to sleep

Wondering when will he come home to me

For the streets had a hold on him that i just couldn't shake

He would have chosen hoes over me any day

Then I ask myself why did stay.....

Because i had love him that's why

Because i saw glimpses of the man i knew he could be

Because i knew we were meant to be

Because he was the only man i had ever love

So he took advantage of my love of my trust and of my heart

 

But slowly i felt a change within me

 Enough was enough

No longer was i weak n dependent on his love

For my my love turned into hate

my love turned into anger

my love turned into resentment

My heart turned cold like the winter's snow

And i refused to stay

 

So you see i am strong because i have to be

I am so strong i built my walls so high not even i can climb across them

I am so strong no longer do i trust

I am so strong no longer do i love

I am so strong no longer do i care

But maybe just maybe I am to strong...............

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Its my first piece i am putting out there I am new to this and i really wanna grow idk if its any good but its just all my feelings and what i went through a little and i am kinda pround of it 

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I love it. Why aren't you

I love it. Why aren't you writing more? I love the twist at the end. Clever and powerful writing. Hugss 


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Of course U R Strong !!!!!!!

Pretty good beginning Welcome to pp Smile


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