Disdain

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I don't know...

But this could break my heart.

Or save me...

Will I loose my dignity?

Or

Will I be understood?

Will I die?

Or

Will I be saved???

I don't know...

But I find myself

Hopelessly hoping.

Wanting,

Needing,

Pleading,

Begging...

Starving for...

Starving for

A piece of life.

An ounce of hope.

A tear of love.

The pain of strife.

A bit of forgiveness.

One heart beat of courage...

That will crush reason!

That will set me straight!

That will save me!!!

Comfort me.

Love me.

Save me...

Save me...

Save me...

Please!

I don't know,

But here I go,

I am reaching out!

I am pleading!

I am begging!

Wanting!

Needing!

Hopelessly hoping,

For something.

Or someone.

To give me a reason,

A reason to believe.

A reason to want.

A reason to care.

A reason to love.

Will I make it??!

Will I -



Will it be tragic?

Will it be noble?

Will it be wrong?

Will...

It be life???

I don't know,

And I can't figure it out!

I can't stop pacing,

Crying

Thinking

Longing...

And I don't know,

But I'm hoping

That in a few hours

I'll have it all figured out,

Even though I know I won't...

I don't know,

But I can't believe this is happening

Will I,

Will he,

Will she,

Will...

I don't know...

This could save me...

Or

This could break my heart.

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