Growing Up? I guess...

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Love

I remember,

When innocence was how it feels

When you say the word.

I remember,

When I realized,

That innocence was lost.

I remember,

How good it felt

To have no responsibility.

I remember,

When I lost that privilege.

I remember,

When I loved her

And she,

Loved me...

I remember,

When it fell apart...

I remember

How much it hurt!

I remember

When the drinking started.

I don't remember why...

I remember,

The last time

I heard love's voice

I don't remember,

How I got that DUI...

I remember

The time I almost died...



Thirty years later

The lonliness still engulfs

The solarity of my existance.

Love once was

And so was I.

But I is nothing now, but

Alcohol and emptiness...



Nothing compares to...........



How in God's name

Did I end up here?

I thought my person

Deserved better than this...

And my realiztion is only

A continuation of the trend,

That

You always find out the hard way.



Love

Was the best thing

I ever had!

Love...

Was my favorite.

But love is nothing now,

And so is I.



I remember love.

And I remember,

How great love was.

I remember,

The taste of love.

I remember,

Love's details.

I remember,

My favorite...

I don't remember

Where it went wrong,

Or how, and why.



I don't know.

What I did,

To deserve,

This love lost.

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