If Only I Could Wake Up Tomorrow

If only I could wake up tomorrow without one bittersweet

memory of the false sent of love in our arms.

If only for one moment I could trust those precious lips of yours and fall once again for your charms.



How often did I find myself lost in the remains of the memories we once happily shared?

Whatever hapened to all the smiles that melted my hear and let me know that you cared?



And although I find myself thanking you for every perfect and miserable moment since the very day I met you,

I can't help but think that I need to open my eyes and realize that it's all not true.



After all the trust I offered and all the happiness I wanted to bring, you'd still go and be unkind.

In a way I wish you could stay or just go as fast as you entered my mind.



My life's work never meant anything when I looked into those mysterious eyes and thought things could be o.k.

But in all reality, things were very two sided and I never knew what to say.



I love you in my own special way that will never work out and neither you nor I am to blame.

I don't need you to understand and I know that things wont ever change or ever be the same.



A fake relationship is not what we want so I will tell you I don't have the strength to work for it or fight.

But it really was wishful thinking that resulted in nothing but trouble and was more wrong than right.



We both need to wake up and smell the roses and see that it just can never be.

A part of you will aways be in my heart for the rest of forever and I hope you feel the same for me.



I'm sorry for wasting your time.

I have to move on, will you feel sorrow?

In a way, you'll always be mine.

If only I could wake up tomorrow.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was suppose to be a break up letter but I never gave it to him and it turned out to almost rhyme so I made it work.

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