Holding On

I get so anxious
ever since it happened
It’s so very difficult to forget.
I don’t know,
maybe I should just let go.
It's been so hard for me
feeling like a caged animal
stuck in this hopelessly abominable situation
lost in the labyrinth of yesterday
I don't know how to escape,
how shall I find my way?
I guess I'll hold on for one more tomorrow
Author's Notes/Comments: 

Surviving a suicide