My Tormented Heart

All my Tears have been wasted through out the years

       All my heart break seems in vain, there is too much pain

       Lost in a sea of emotion, cast out on an endless ocean

       For  I am worthless and hopeless, no faith found in me

       Darkness surrounds this world of mine, is it the end of time



       Memories come to haunt and to taunt.. will they never let go

       I had thought love could erase the pain and torments of woe

       Wandering again in desserts of dry and dusty plains to much

       For  I am lost and helpless, there is no peace found in me

       Loneliness again waves its beckoning call, for me is this all



       No room to move on; no place to go, I am surrounded by my foe

       My enemy rears his ugly head, and leads me in the dance of dread

       Yesterdays encompass my mind, it all seems so very unkind

       Tomorrow I thought I had all planned, and was at rest in it

       But today came and robbed me of the joy I had, this is so bad



      Sinking and slipping, loosing my way, emptiness is all around

      Sounds of trouble and sights of horror, I have no wish to see

      Hands reaching out amidst the nightmare, how much can one bear

      To love and be loved is all I asked, and now find myself outcast

      Depths of sorrow and anguish, come and swallow all that I am

      

      

      

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this in the depths of anguish, when there deemed to be no  hope for me or my life....... thank God there was........

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