Screaming

 

My skin is bleeding, No my skin is screaming

I try to escape this feeling, to believe that I’m just dreaming

But depression has taken over and now I’ve don't even feel like breathing.

 

Take me away, to that one hate less place

Where silence and darkness is present

Where I’m not wishing to die and trying to win the race.

 

I’ve always been jealous of those that die before me

Always hated the ones that will never die before me,

Always tired of the half hoping i was dead or alive.

Screw my life, I love my life, what the hell is up with life?

 

Someone please explain to me why I so desperately want to

Be set free of this world that’s supposedly

The land of the brave and free.

 

Can you not see these chains i will never be free

Why do you think i hide in the dark i will never be brave

I will always be the coward that everyone will know

The one that gave up, that took the final blow

The one that had no hope and the one that will be forgotten.

The one that always screamed to be set free.