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happy mothers day mum
you were my mother
why didnt you care for me when i needed you most?
where were u when it was dark?
where were you when i needed a hand?
i could never seem to find you when i needed you most
when tears fell from my eyes and i neeeded soem one to hold me
soem one to heal my heart
to pour my mind our to
you were never within my grasp
alwasy running after your boy
leaving me to fend alone in this world
to learn what i could while i was young
no childhood did i have
every tiem i did soemthign for you
made soemthign
helped with soemthing
you screams that it wasnt good enough
you beat my heart black and blue
but i tried again mother
i tried for you
i never got things right
i failed everythin i attempted
but mother ever time i fell i got, dusted my own knees and had another go
because i wanted you to smile at me
i wanted you to be proud
i gave ou every thing i had but it was never good enough
when u used to argue with father
i woudl block my ears and cry in a corner
you woudl scream at him, he woudl swear at you
but u neve listend to me
and how i hurt inside, hearing all those words over again in my head
but you just tell me to grow up
that im a drama queen cos i cut to ease the pain
the blood runs across my skin
cleaning me out form within
but you dont care
i told ou i want to die
i told you i hate everything
but you never spared a glance for me
it was always for him
he was hungry you give him food
i am hurting you give me abuse
yet u wonder why i cant stand you
you wonder why u trned and walked away
i coudl cry no longer these crimson tears
the salt tears now begin to fall
as i remember what was once what is and what will for ever be
happy mothers day mum
