Illusion of God

This is my world this hellish domain

Where love does not conquer all

It loses out to hurt and pain

I'm losing faith in god above

Is he there or is it false hope?

Why has he taken away all that I love

I sit and wonder do I deserve this

I shut you out as a young boy

Because I hurt I did not see eternal bliss

I worked so hard to make me a life

Through hell on earth and times so hard

To find happiness, a family and future wife

Why is it that you hate me so ?

I'm not a bad person I'm just scared

I'm scared to let people in, Should I just go?

I wish my pain would just go away

Never come back just leave me be

I read the words that the people say

I'm not sure i believe them now

Maybe this is whats meant for me

If you cared for me you'd stop this row

So after thinking bout this carfully , this is my conclusion

A world of gods love care and happiness

Is just one big fucked up Illusion

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