If Scott Pilgrim wanted to date me he’d have to kill thirteen men to do it

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2013

 

I don’t want to write this

Not one bit

Every word hurts my fingers

Every breath in feels like ice

And every time my eyes blink I can feel the tears hiding in my muscles

Afraid if they don’t cling tightly to my body then they will fall out the corner of my eyes

Find their death upon this keyboard

I don’t want to write this

I don’t want to write anything

I want to be an accountant

Or a bar tender

Or a teacher… therapist… lawyer

ANYONE

Anyone but a writer

I don’t want to have a story to tell

I am sick of stories

I want to be so boring that I’m left with nothing to say

 

Instead of always saying what needs to be said

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am writing the novel again...yea...

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Beavis's picture

;-)

I think you are peeping into my soul again, and not just about writing ;-)

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

you are just saying that to make me less bitter about writing a novel... why did writing chose me!?! lol

 

I take it work is being difficult then?


Much Love

Ashley

SSmoothie's picture

Fuck!!! 

Fuck!!! 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

don't tease me woman!


Much Love

Ashley

SSmoothie's picture

Love it ;) 

Love it ;) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

running_with_rabbits's picture

so we aren't going to fuck :(

so we aren't going to fuck :( jks


Much Love

Ashley