None of us was a lie*

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What the FUCK is that suppose to mean?
How does that even make sense?
If nothing was a lie then everything was true
So
You love me
I’m your soul mate
You wonder where I have been all your life
But you can’t do it and I’ll find better?
I am not worth it
You didn’t mean it
I am worth it you were just tired and angry and afraid
You loved me less then a week ago but now you can’t say if you do or don’t
You are afraid to try because I might run away
And you know that if you take this step it is going to be for the long run
The fact that I want to marry you makes you smile
But you can't do it and 'll find better?
If everything is true and nothing a lie
Then you’re more fucked up over your past than I thought
And I am too busy being hurt by you giving up on us to feel any sympathy or pity for you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

good thing emotions are fickle and they pass, what was first painful to hear and met with anger and tears, is now a comfort used to be ok with things, even if the words still aren't trusted or believed

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dogs4life_77's picture

i love this <3 kinda sounds

i love this <3 kinda sounds like a boy i know he says he loves me but he cheats and lies then his excuse is "i'm afraid you will leave me".. anyway loved the poem it was great :)


amber nicole

SSmoothie's picture

Ha ha 20 yrs together and I

Ha ha 20 yrs together and I still hear all those things, it goes in cycles like the 7 year itch, they get over it when the ring is on. Problem is most of us aren't attracted by the ones with the ring in their back pocket. I changed my type consciously and I've almost given up on him a few times, but so glad he is my one and only as you get older they tend to increase in value and become sexy with confidence you instill of course... Oh and the mother in law is usually the/a problem ;) luckily not in my case, but good luck to you darling! Heres to Bigger n better things :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

HUGS no ring would help this situation, sadly, or I would be wearing it already


Much Love

Ashley