Ready for it

its seems the more I wait for it the scarier it becomes

The more I dream of wanting to have it again the more I wonder why it hasn't happened I often wonder if the chance has passed by and I will never get another one again

I recall saying that the last 3 times though

I have prepared myself as much as I thought was possible

But maybe that there is my mistake

There are times when you can't let yourself go with plans

Sometimes you simply have to go with emotions

I thought i was ready to do that with you but something seems to keep getting in the way

I just want to let you know and everyone else that I cannot say for certain if I am ready for it again but I think the best thing I can do is not think but act

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Nikki V.'s picture

very nice, I love the feeling of it...

but I'm sad that it feels so much like a run-on sentence.... proper punctuation would make this poem flow less awkwardly.