sorry is just a word

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hi skool

sorry for getting drunk and marking up your neck. sorry for getting you excited. sorry for laying on your chest. sorry that i'm not playing fair. sorry for pulling your hair, and sorry for biting your bottom lip. sorry for wanting you as badly as i do. sorry i don't want only you. sorry for needing him, too. sorry for never acting like i care. sorry i can't make up my mind. sorry for not trusting anything you say (but what reason do i have to believe). sorry for smoking too many of your cigarettes. i'm sorry for being moody. this whole thing drives me crazy. sorry for being so hollow. sorry everything i say is empty. sorry when i feed on your heartache. sorry i'm gunna make you fall so hard into me and i won't be there to catch you. sorry for wanting to see you break down. i just want to prove to myself i have this power. i want to break your heart so badly. i'm sorry i will use you, abuse you, throw you away. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i can't be a safe bet. sorry i'll never let you near my heart. i'm sorry you think you're the one in charge. i'm sorry, it's just that no one breaks my heart. i'm sorry youre no different. you think you're so tough. sorry i know how to manipulate everything i touch. sorry i turn cold before and warmth is lost. crowned as the ice queen far too young, i can't remember what it's like to have my heart ablaze. i'm sorry i won't stop. sorry i couldn't stop, even if i tried (for once).

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