Afraid of Messing up

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Have you ever felt like your scared of messing up?
My longest relationship
Ended horribly
I can't say it was his fault
Well all his fault
I know what I did was wrong
Yet...
At the time I didn't think so
You were acting weird
I was trying to check if you were ok
You shut me out
I couldn't cry on your shoulder
You wouldn't let me
You started to ignore me
I felt depressed,
Lonely,
I wanted to be comforted
And since it wasn't gonna be you
I found a temporary fix
He made me feel appreciated
Not neglected like you were making me feel
Yes,
I sent him a sexual video
No
I didn't physically have sex with him
He made me feel loved,
Cherished,
Sexy,
While you where making me
Depressed,
Unsatisfied,
Disappointed,
Glumy,
I wanted attention
I tried to get it from you
But you shut me out!
So I went to a friend
Who showed me compassion
When you showed me none

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glad you had a friend to help

glad you had a friend to help you through