Not Knowing

Not knowing what to believe,

from all the things said to me,

head spinning round and round,

feeling that soon enough I will soon collapse to the ground,

in a very confuse stage,

begging for death,

afraid to listen,

the fault of my anger to start unleashing,

worry what harm may I cause,

hurting every one I love and care by the end of this night,

I try so hard not to listen to either side,

witch it would lead to unleashing what I have inside,

so please god seal my ears,

to stop my fears,

mute this people,

so I won’t loose it and become a criminal,

so god give me power,

or just do what ever you desire,

if is death you have pleaded over me,

don’t wait another second more just hurry cuss I don’t want to be suffering,

thank-you god no matter what you decide over me.

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