Death

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Pain

K nife grazes against my skin
I don't want to suffer anymore
L ove has tried
L ying, saying that I'm fine

M eth failed
E ating disorders failed

N ot knowing what happiness is
O pening your heart
W hat have I done to deserve this?

KILL ME NOW.

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Kikaykit's picture

Honey

I have a daughter your age and I feel your pain...I'll wait for the day when you write happy thoughts.

Be well soon!


Kiks

RedAsBlood's picture

I'm sorry but I don't think

I'm sorry but I don't think that day I will come... I will wait for that day too!


A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)

pldappls's picture

i love how the title is

i love how the title is spelled out and emphasized. meth is horrible as fuck too. it's like one of the two 'big drugs' i haven't done (pcp is the other) and never will do (meth, speed, pcp, mdpv).

severity of depression and being weighed the fuck down goes over time. from reading your stuff so far do you have bpd or something severe depression or what.

having eds sucks too, i might now know exactly how you feel but i'm kinda in the same boat (i'm fat. get it? boat?... unfunny self fat joke here).

i'm going to send you a friend request and you can accept it or not. i empathize with you though.

RedAsBlood's picture

Thank you so much for going

Thank you so much for going out of your way to read one of my poems, it really does mean a lot to an inexperienced, new writer like me.
I'll make sure that all my future will be even better than this one. I just want to say thank you again.


A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)

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Everyone that reads my poems,

Everyone that reads my poems, I'm making a second part to 'what if?' pretty soon... If that sound interesting keeping reading my poems!


A heart is like a puzzle. It's hard to put together when the pieces are broken and missing.
RedAsBlood :)