Haunted

The past howls at the windows of my heart

and each time the howl rises on the winds

I feel like I'm being ripped apart

as I listen to the howls as they find

their falling flailing end.

I think about the sins of my past

those not of my fathers make me lash

out on others whom friendships would have last

and their end remarks sustain and give a gash

across my heart and I flail

and watch as all my hope sets sail

upon the waves of death.

I think of small sins with jilted sigh

such innocence I had then

I can never match but still I try.

The swirling wolves howl when

I leave them to their fate

and as their darkness exceeds my own

I laugh as they try to escape too late

as if I'm not one who is black to the bone.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Impromptu poem ca 2002.

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