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the only thing you have ever been able to find
Its not that I think your funny,
Its just that I think your dying.
You cant make me happy
Its just the victory that has me smiling,
Its not that I have some story of triumph,
Its just that I have to cling to this one.
Don’t mistake me for cold,
Just because you saw the flame burn out.
And when you are convincing me we had our good times,
I know you are wondering yourself.
When you say you loved me,
I know you just mean your searching for someone,
To love you.
And when you say I was your child
I see your parentless scars
And as I see them oozing
I forget to sympathize with you.
There is no blame my dear,
There just cannot be any warmth.
For some shell,
Who would have been a bitch,
Even if she did have substance.
And I see you going back and forth
Between Bob Dylan
And nigger rappers
I see you searching for something,
And I realize that this journey of yours
Is just to take you away from yourself,
The only thing you have ever been able to find.
