Lost Innocence

My heart innocence miserably collapsed and departed when I lost thee,

My soul is like a prisoned bird with broken wings can no longer flee,

My days become like black foggy sunset beams reflected on sea,

Bitterness is the taste of every passing second and minute I breathe,

Your loving soul mate is left behind far-fetched in the other hemisphere,

We did not ever promise union,but we only agreed to retreat and leave,

Like doomsday becomes my life with no hope and wish to guarantee,

 

My inner conscious did not understand how was this severe shock,

My mind did not see the fact of my aspired dreams broken on the rocks,

Among the arms of a stranger is incredible to my soul which is your heart lock,

Departing day can not be described and knowing reality caused me heart stroke,

Love you to the moon and back,remained weird inside my deep heart and blocked,

Remembering our unique memories what proves that our love is out of flock,

 

Forgiveness becomes the final destination of your committed sins instead,

Innocence of our hearts is lost,for me rationality you always sought is dead,

As the faithfulness of our denied true love is the only fact and truth I never regret,

Betraying your heart to gain deceiving feelings , surrendered in emotionless love bed,

Answer me, is love a serious mental disease as Plato's well-known famous said?!!!

You left me with tortured heart and soul in a miserable life with carshed and lost head,

Nour my love,do you know that we no longer alive?!we tragically drowned in riverbed,

This is our painful lovestory ,even if you persistly close your and eyes ears and  reject.

Look deeply inside your heart ,you will find the essence of reality you adversely pretend.

 

 

 

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This is my poem dedicated to

This is my poem dedicated to my soulmate after 3 years of separation for destined reasons.I will be loving him till the last breath of my life.Promise to give him this poem the day we get married.


Rania