Tired of me

Fuck this place

Fuck this life and these dreams

I don't care if this is angst

it isn't really as it seems

Everything's messed up

I'm trying so hard

My feelings clear to see now

I've laid out my cards

And yet I'm still crazy

Nothing makes sense

I've lost all my will

to this fucked up conscequence

Fuck the parents that don't listen

the sister who couldn't care

the friends who 'love' me

and yet leave me there

I'm alone in this life

Alone in this situation

Needing a break

A nice long vacation

Roll up my sleeves

Carry on with head held high

Flip the middle digit

And not give a fuck why

I'll wallow in this depression

I'm a gothic teen bitch

I mess up peoples lives

and toss them in the ditch

Though they don't realise I'm deep

Down deeper than they

And unlike them who are strong

down here I'll stay

Fuck this existance

Fuck fate and destiny

I'm tired of living

I'm tired of me...

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