I ASKED

This is my confessional/Intensely personal/Dark mind state/Intimate relationship with pain/This deadly disease takes chokehold/Grasps tightly to my soul/In the Lords eyes I will never be acquitted/For all the wrong I have committed/It hurts when the truth shines through/Emotions I hide be so true/Reconsider my suggestion/As my beliefs raise question/No doubt about my devotion/Made by faiths potion/From heart to paper/May I ask one favor/As my life leads to a different path/Change is hard to grasp/Will you accept me/I know my actions have been ineptly/My days are through/All my faults and actions come in full view/This pressure has got me down for the last time/Found dead at the scene unknown victimless crime/I asked the Lord show me love please/He breaks me off crumbs like justice does thieves/Stop the streaming tears, so I can sleep tonight/Take away my fears, let me creep into the light



I asked for one more day

And you took it away

I asked you to forgive me

But you won't let my soul free

I asked you to explain

The truth in what you proclaim

Sent back to the hell in which I came



All the lost souls may you rest in peace/Living on the edge take every breath in deep/In due time Vengeance is mine/Victim of youth held captive by my past/Watching helplessly as shorties grow up too fast/You ain't trying to hear it not even from me/We learn from our mistakes you'll see/Hitting you with the truth laced with profanities/Hardships got me reaching the border of insanity/Suffering brings me closer to you, spare me pain/If I can't see it through, then what do I have to gain/Beyond the door/Theres peace I'm sure/I asked God give me patience/Let me learn from these tribulations/On Judgment Day I wake up in heaven/Only a few will see past the light as He selects eleven/I fall to my knees as I'm chosen seventh/My faith put to question what do I believe in/Accused and marked a heathen/Waiting for an answer talking to the sky/Tears fall as I start to testify/Like ashes in the wind/I'm banished and forgotten/Cause I have sinned



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Questioning my faith

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